what has been on my agenda!

Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true, or in a promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy, because you never know how great that happiness might be. Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there,because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you’re happy. -Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill.

Soooooooo for once I can finally breathe! I have always let my stress & frustration get the better of me but not anymore! I kicked it out & I will never let it bother me again. I am finally relieved. I feel like a whole new person & I do not know what has come over me! No more negativity! I feel awesome! WHOO! I guess I just finally realized not to worry about everything, it will all be okay in the end.

Anyways, I got my Hazelnut K-Cups :D One thing I had on my birthday wishlist! I also got Kujo a prong collar, instead of the Gentle Leader, it works wonders! I have no idea what Jordan is getting me for my birthday though. I got a free shoe rack thing too! I am getting my hair done Thursday which excites me :) My birthday is in 6 days! I am making myself cookie dough brownies, wish me luck!

I passed my second exam today, 91%. I am still eligible for honors, thanks to that 1%. To be on honors you have to get a 90% or above. I am very upset with myself for missing 4 questions..but that just means I have to push myself harder for my next test!

My back is killing me lately! It hurts to stand or walk for too long. I think I am going to make a doctor appointment! This pain needs to stop :( Jordan & I have been walking the dogs every night for like a mile..maybe I am making it worse? UGH!

On another note, Kujo's birthday is on the 30th, he will be one. I can't believe how fast the time has flown..my baby is growing up :'( I think I will make him a little treat & get him a skateboard! It's been really cold here lately. Poor little Kita can't handle it. I guess I should buy her a sweater!

Jordan is back on swings, my favorite! We watched Toy Story 3 last night, I cried :( We been really keeping busy lately, I babysit five days out of the week. I also am gonna start walking dogs for volunteer work :) Jordan has been cooking a lot more, such a chef! He has been the best husband lately! I love him so much!! :-*

Oh we also got a box from the Jordan's mama, it had some awesome things in it. I love my cd's, I have been jamming to my new Casting Crowns CD today. She also put a really cool cross in there with Corinthians 13:4, 6-8 & 13. She also put a lot of candy in there, which Jordan loved, as for me I can not stop eating it! >:O



I really miss my little siblings. They got a new kitten, it is so cute! I am surprised Butter likes it, he hated my poor little Kujo. Spencer looks like he is getting tall. Abbey got the Honor Roll, she is lucky she got my genes ;)